Dingleambassador

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so FIRST consider this a belated intro post
HI HELLO ANYONE READING THIS, you can nickname me/us as "mochi"
WE ARE A TULPA SYSTEM of multiple egos and personalities in one body, CURRENTLY WE ARE SEMI MERGED however we still feel like different personalities and people so please be considerate!! (you can still refer to us as singular)
we consist of 3 girls and 2 boys and we consider our "host" as androfemale/bigender/paragirl!!
here's a guide introducing everyone



As for everything else, IM QUITTING DISCORD AND TWITTER FINALLY RAHHHHH I gave it some thought and i broke up with the one guy who was the only reason i was using those apps. I wanna build up my online presence on websites I LIKE instead of the normie ones, idk everyone on twitter and tumblr are fucking insane and I don't wanna deal with them anymore (despite the friends i made :{ I'm really gonna miss em!! )
I plan on updating my profile here as well and fixing up my shit so be ready!! -vris
ALSO TO ALL THE NEWBIES ON MY PROFILE WARNING IM NO STRANGER TO DARK AND CONTRVERSIAL SUBJECTS ESPECIALLY IN FICTION
Anywho I'm looking for more mutals on this site so feel free to sub!! my interests will be in the tags below

Sorry to anyone reading this lol, i've been inactive lately due to mantal and physical health issues oof ;3;
but i'm here now and all you need to know is I got really obsessed with Dave Strider after checking out homestuck lately and that my room is stinky so i went to another one so i could relax ^>^
I'm laying down on the couch rn and it's causing me to reflect a little
See I detemine phases in my life by whatever my interests are and lately i've been wanting to make my life more "aesthetic" and dream like so i set up a schedule for cute things i like, leaving the rest of the day for other stuff after! Because of "personal" urges I ended up starting my lifestye schedule late so now i decided to just do the things ive been putting off this week lol
Anywho I've recognized two aesthetics or "auras" within me, my niche kawaiicore girlypop soul and my sexy gamerbro soul that i think kinda reflects my desire to hang out with non shitty men lol
cookies and milk vs hot chips and slim jims basically, compare and contrast for a fresh perspectve on the things you love, they strengthen each other!!
i like both of them and i think its fun contrasting the different vibes associated with them as well as girl vs guy culture
on youtube i cultivated one of my accounts to be hypersecific and only show me DEEP obscure cute things and on the other ones i just watch whatever i want!! if you just let yourself run wild online you tend to gravitate towards whatever is mildly popular though and for cute things i wanted to find something SPECIAL something for me, a hidden gem that nobody knew that i could drown myself in and buddy I DUG DEEP
after a while of restrictng my account i found a lot of cute stuff that suited me in a way that was personal, fit like a glove!!
To give a clear image my feed mostly has denpa music, giny pig vids, gaopowerroo, kawaii room vids, otaku history vids (niche), and a lo of cute cozy stuff in general!!
I even found an anime SO OBSCURE that it took me TWO DAYS to find the english dub ANYWHERE online lol, luckily its archived now on my drive and ill crossload it onto my microsdcard soon!!
I feel SO proud of myself for this lol

Most of the anime i have archived are either stuff recognized on futaba that i learned about on youtube (tied to otaku culture) or stuff from anime planet that caught my eye that put me in a chill casual sweet state of mind, glitter sparkle and self indulgence without worldly harm!!
my dream anime are as follows (saved and non saved)

Happy Kappy (most treasured!!)
Mewkledreamy
Crayon kingdom
moetan (thats more for the "cons" of otaku culture but i dont mind)
twin angel paradise (alica my beloved)
Di gi charat (most chill one)
happy happy clover (has denpa energy but without fanservice)
Okojo san (idk i just vibe with it, it kinda crosses the borders between guyish and girlish and makes me so happy and resonates with me)

I also have a lot of games on my computer but its less ACTIVELY SELECTED based on aesthetics (although some def are) and it's more like games i like that just kinda happen to add some flavor to my computers aesthetic

like a game like fear and hunger kinda adds something to a sugary dark dream no? idk the two paired together makes me FEEL something and relax and resonate with my computer and aesthetic more
for some reason a game like hunger fits right in, its similar to the nostalgia of going to church in a way
although it doesnt make sense it fits right in and makes my collection feel comeplete like it wouldnt be the same without it!!

I'll talk about my anime preferences and menta categories a bit more later, i gotta end it off here and make a part 2 follow up to this post because thinking about the gamer bro culture and aura that i brought up makes me horny OOF, wanna take a break from that lol (cuddling a nonchalant gamer bro who i can tak about personal stuff with who is also 1% girly personality wise/ kinda soft sounds SO appealing to me rn lol (not a call to hit on me btw most guys gross me out)(do you see why i like dave strider now? lol))

Also im gonna just start being weird here and post my thoughts on bs from now on because neither of my twitter accounts are good outlets lol

Ok so this is the long be-waited post explaining why I like a problematic ship lol.
If i'm gonna be honest, although i don't think about them as much, it hasn't stopped me from thinking about similar ships. I'm an english speaker so i don't really have anyone to talk about it with, oh well. It's fine. I'll talk about it here for some relief and explaination of what's going on.

the reasoning is pretty simple tbh, in the original deltarune game ramb seemed to have a special attachment towards kris, he mostly focuses on them when speaking and constantly encourages kris to meet up somewhere (for gaming in this instance but with the way they constantly refer to kris as pre-established friends, his constant calls to go somewhere with kris away from everyone else seems like flirting). Also whn he talks to kris, whenever tenna is brought up (tenna being someone who also is highly attached to kris just in a more obvious way) he always puts tenna down somehow and hypes himself up. I do think this is partially concern for kris's well being but the way it's portrayed in game just makes it seem like a petty rivalry between them lol. I's even stated by the BITCH ASS pippins after Ramb turned to stone that "kris played with him like any other toy which made him feel special" so the emotional attachtment is confirmed.

and honestly
I think it's cute!!
Ramb's infatuation with kris is cute and I don't think they'd willingly harm kris in any way, but also this is the same guy who willingly broke tenna's rules and enticed kris to play the EVIL SCARY MURDER GAME THAT KILLS YOU (trademark) and since playing said game is an option away from the neutral route (which kris implies to dislike) I wouldn't doubt that kris wasn't at least a little convinced by him at some point.

Besides that kris is kinda uninterpretable besides monsters around them calling them a troublemaker in the past so we don't really know how they feel towards ramb themselves. I still think it's possible for them to like him however so yeah.

The appeal is the psychological aspect (I forgot to mention that Ramb was stolen from the library and ostricized by everyone around him ECXEPT KRIS which explains the attachtment but yeah)

Which brings me to my next confession
I think TDM (non human cutesy or chibi fantasy creatures) being paired with humans (preferably magical girls although i haven't actually shipped that yet, just something similar)

I've had this opinion for a while I'm just not expressing it until now. I think fantasy biology of mating is interesting, tdm characters are cute (and are usually human like mentally), and they're usually petty friendly. I think the relationship and dynamics between them and human characters (including magical girls that usually work with them) is interesting. Very cute, fantastical, and emotional. I like it as well as what it represents, it's a combination of two genres associated with anime style whimsy, and i'm a pretty overly self indulgent person when it comes to cute, sparkly, ecxiting, mania inducing stuff lmfaoo.
I want kawaiiness and happinesss to be injected directly into my mind heart and soul without becoming a pushover

Idk if anyone read about it last time but I’ve decided to cancel the eroguro thing I wanted to make and instead will be putting it’s concepts and ideas into a videogame called “battle buds” unless I change the name to “blood rush battles” or something.

It’s a Pokemon inspired game where the human protagonist is sent to a magical world that has been inflicted with a curse similar to the rabies virus. The players job is to be the general a small platoon with cute animal people/monsters with one private (changes depending on which kingdom the player chooses to work for) and the player will be given missions to protect their kingdom, attack, or recruit more members (as well as the choice to explore on your own and cure the virus) There are 8 kingdoms you can work for with many different characters.

This whole thing is a big fat combination of different ideas and projects I wanted to work on (blush,the pokemon au, ANOTHER project centered around cute things getting rabies)and decided to combine them after watching an overview on the “jewelpets”anime which struck me with inspiration and streamlined the stories into something genuinely consistent instead of random ideas lol. (Since it was inspired by this it’ll have a similar inspired artstyle)

GENUINELY if I didn’t watch that video it would’ve ended up like helluva boss and have REALLY inconsistent writing and way too many projects. I’ll explain more about it as time goes on but I hope whoever sees this likes the idea!!

1: japanese to english transation dictionary for words

2: buy japan to english dictionary for kanji and letters

2: buy manga

3: for each paper use your kanji dictionary to see what the words sound like

4: use other dictionary to search for the full words and their meanings

5: repeat until memorized

things i've been doing: waiting to move, misandrist ideas (context, i think most guys suck but not all guys, i still ahve a negative bias anyway and it'll rpobably pop up in my work), deltarune memes, sleeping.
I really haven't done much hobby-wise
I'm on my period and gotta get stuff DONE yknow?

Hello hello to anyone who stumbles upon this!!
I figured I'd post a compilation of art I made and explaining each one every month to build up intrigue in my account. All of my art is made in MSpaint or is drawn traditionally on paper, I hope you guys enjoy!! (NOTE: most of my art is edited with filters so the image is clear or looks nice)



This I made a few weeks ago trying out some new shading that was inspired by Lisa Frank, I really like how it turned out!! (DESPITE me fucking up the post editing so now it looks blurry as hell, i have the original unedited image but i'm too lazy to share). The character used here is drowzee from pokemon (shiny ver), I wanted to pick them since i like their design a lot, I'm kinda pissed that now they only have a reputation for internet porn lol.



This is the mascot character I use for bluesky and mastodon named "default chan" she was made as a test for using abnormal colors, editing, and learning how to draw chibi characters in general. I'll keep her for more profile and testing stuff as a placeholder alongside drowzee.



Older design of the character from my previous post (oc of mine), I like the image but i'm kinda peeved about his older design (I changed it to a better one last night) still the art itself and edit is satisfactory.



FINALLY this will be my final design for that one oc of mine, I was bothered by how he looked before since he didn't look his age (he was supposed to be 19) but with this design I think i struck a perfect balance between his juvenile immaturity and his physical maturity. AND he's easier to draw now!! that being said I'll take a break from the project now since I plan on shifting my focus to a pokemon au (which is way easier than the military thing since i actually play the pokemon games lol. besides if i stick to the "kingdoms at war thing" the characters will end up woobified which'll ruin the story)

I wanna reorganize my life and live happiest, I'll be reschedueling my hobbies sometime tomorrow, i'll log them here.